Some days I wait to be myself

There are some days in life when you have to wait. When you are waiting, you have no time to think about anything else. You just want to have a new beginning in life.

Sometimes there are happy days and sometimes there are sad days when you have to make a big decision or make a few words of promise.

Sometimes you experience loss. Occasionally think back to the restless days of the past, or reminisce about those times you don’t want to lose.

There are some days in your life when you feel cold and nothing can give you warmth, not even the scorching August sun.

Sometimes your heart can be filled with hope and love, you can be full of energy, stride forward, and say "I love you" without hesitation.

James Joyce once said: "Every life consists of millions of days."

Following the text scenery page after page, I look back at myself when I was eighteen, twenty-three, thirty, and thirty-five years old, and jump into the memories of the past. Inactive, lonely, childish and confused, ugly and hateful, unsightly, all of you who seem to be far away from ideal beauty may eventually make you yourself, a self who is able to embrace yourself and love others bravely. We all know how strong you are. When you are rarely vulnerable and doubtful, remember to be gentle with yourself, and this book will accompany you! Looking back at every moment you have experienced, you will know: you have been through wonderland, full of stories, wonderful and unique yourself.